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[May. 18th, 2004|09:05 pm] |
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| 105 rules for hardcore. |
[Apr. 5th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
Haha, this is so funny.. I got it from mis-one.com
1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show...only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire. 5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them. 6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly. 7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough. Don't admit you listen to heavy metal. 9) (Exception to rule Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts. 10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends. 11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town. 12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, mathcore, or Medio-core. 13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style. 14) Keep it in the do-jo. 15) Real hardcore fans are called kids. 16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs! 17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Halud. 1 Tell people you work in the music industry. 19) More Ankles people! 20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you. 21) Refer to bands as old school or new school then act tough again. 22) Pretend that you get The Dillinger Escape Plan. 23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes. 24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class. 25) Smoking and drinking and having sex before marriage is too trendy. Real hardcore tough guys abstain. 26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself, after all, you do a better job singing then him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album. 27) Start your own hardcore band. 2 Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia. 29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible. 30) If you are shy start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience. 31) People who know more bands than you are better than you. 32) Add the Letter X before and after important words. XhardcorekidX XmoshfuckX 33) Never say "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" Unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny. 34) It's merch not Merchandise. 35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times. 36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating. 37) The bigger you stretch you ears out the more hardcore you are. 3 Your ear should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap or a penis. 39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal...steal the mic away from the singer. 40) When people ask you if you like a band always say "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff". 41) Buy all of that bands merch. 42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show. 43) Repeat steps 41 and 42 44) If you have to wear glasses make sure they are thick, black framed ones. 45) Don't tell anybody but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the well. 46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year. 47) Complain that they are playing with slayer but don't admit you actually like Slayer. 4 Complain at all costs. 49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool 50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers. 51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference. 52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The mother fuck" or "kick that guys ass move" or better yet....stay home and cry. 53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms. 54) Scream about love. 55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink. 56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids. 57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band. 58)Wear your pins with honour! Shai Halud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat and the purple heart of valour. 59) Velcro shoes are cool. 60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only. 61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: Blood, Murder, Kill, Victim and butterfly. 62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers. 63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone. 64) 100 bands from around the world to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore genre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free. 65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough. 66) Re-issue your demos after every album. 67) When the band starts playing everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play. 6 Crying on stage makes you a professional. 69) Hold firm the belief that Earth Crisis invented music back in 1995. 70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend. 71) If you are from New York NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up whom ever is looking. 72) If you are from New Jersey NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York. 73) Never admit that Emo is Country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional. 74) American Idol is your worst enemy. (But you voted for Ruben) 75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear. 76) Fuck beer, Got breast milk? 77) Bandanas are cool. 7 Bandanas with big X on them are cooler. 79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week you poser. 80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really. 81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band. 82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity. 83) Look up Socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended. 84) Green Day is the real reason you are still alive. 85) Describe your group of friends as "the scene" and then watch bootlegs of last weeks show. 86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle. 87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong. 8 Keep punching 89) Kick a little too 90) Add a threat about their mother for good measure. 91) Buy a studded belt so you can look like Thursday every day of the week. 92) Who cares about the scene, scenes are lame. 93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is. 94) Tell everybody that Trustkill Records are too trendy. 95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear. 96) Pierce you tits and tattoo your body. 97) Straight bangs means straight-edge 99) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm. 99) When in doubt Mock everything 100) Take everything personally. 101) Have 'opinions' on 'important issues'. 102) Inform anyone and everyone that you would die at any time for your beliefs, because you are 'intense' and 'for real'. 103) Write lyrics or poems that are emotionally driven, but not wimpy. Talk about all the struggles you have gone through for your beliefs, and all your friends who have sold you out. Make frequent references to your blood flowing. 104) Have a band with A) a name that is a single, but powerful word, like 'Indecision' or B) a name that is multiple words, and vague yet ominous. IE 'The Enemy of my Enemy is My Friend'. 105) Talk constantly about how much you hate emo kids. Frequently use the phrase 'Quit crying, emo kid', as well as clever variations like, 'Hey emo kid, need a Kleenex?'. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
 You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box, you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont know your place. You seemingly dont have a place in society or an interest. You are a very capricious person, and are confused and frustrated about where you belong. You crave for the sense and feeling of home-but have not obtained it yet.
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|04:37 pm] |
This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.
I want you to post anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. |
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| "The band-aid only covers the bullet-hole." |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|04:48 pm] |
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| | The WBC - The WBC Theme. | ] | So I don't get it. How does make up affect the way we learn. How does a little stud in yours nose affect the way you learn? Well it must have some secret weapon against learning, so muhc so that we can't wear them to school. Sure, it's part of the rules and I get that. But seriously.. How the hell DOES IT AFFECT MY LEARING!?! I got in trouble twice today. Grr Cunters. |
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| Argh! |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|04:13 pm] |
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| | angry | ] | Fuck school is a fucking bitch. I hate it so much.
What the fuck is the point of going to school to be caged up like zoo animals? We had to stay in this area for like three fucking hours. DOING NOTHING! I could have been at home. But no. I can't believe people at my school. White 3rd formers won't stop complianing about their bodys, black ones are obssesed with smoking and the oppisite sex. When really none of them know what the fuck they are talking about.
For a fact, you stupid cunts, I am not a fucking freak. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
So Jess left today.
Sad times. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|04:27 pm] |
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| spotlight_stops.. I stole these. |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|11:59 am] |
1. What type of milk do you prefer? um. Blue top.. 2. What makes you feel like you are young again? Playing around like a kittie. 3. What makes you feel like you are fun again? dont be silly, i was never fun. 4. Do you ever type "kik" instead of "lol"? hahaha, no. 5. Have you ever eaten Spam? no, but the word is similar to spasm. 6. Have you ever actually done the hokey-pokey? i duno 7. Should I keep away from Runaround Sue? madness, yo. 8. Have you ever seen Barbados? nope. 9. Do you enjoy playing chess? nah 10. Do you, too, hate those knit blankets that have a bunch of holes, and so aren't actually very warm at all? *weirded out* 11. Do you like mayonnaise? soemtimes 12. Have you ever been to Alaska? no 13. Have you ever thought about doing heroin? no 14. Don't you hate people that fuck the system? i suppose. fuckers? 15. Don't you hate when you are bringing a bunch of food up the stairs, and you spill it when you're almost at the top? That doesn't happen in real life 16. How do you feel about happiness being a warm gun? i dont think happiness is a warm gun. 17. Do you think I put too many lyrics or song references into this? not that ive seen 18. Do you prefer Nas or Pras? huh 19. Do you prefer Lil' Romeo or the artist formerly known as Lil Bow Wow? urgh 20. Do you prefer Counting Crows or the Black Crowes? waaaa 21. Do you prefer Elvis Presley or Elvis Costello? presley 22. Do you prefer Jennifer Lopez or Jennifer Warnes? none 23. Do you even know who Jennifer Warnes is? no 24. Have you ever climbed a tree? OF COURSE I HAVE YOU SHIT BRAIN 25. Do you prefer apples, or oranges? apples 26. What is your favourite fast food establishment? donor kebabs 27. Is it just me, or is it cool to suddenly be like "Man, I miss Nine Inch Nails"? um, maybe its just you. 28. Have you ever seen Natural Born Killers? no, but ive heard about it non-stop 29. What do you think of Britney's "daring" new songs and looks? umm *looks away* 30. Do you like fried chicken? yea 31. If you had a heart, what colour would it be? Probably normal. like redish and blueish and what not. 32. What do you think of marijuana? um. 33. Do you like Dunkin' Donuts? i havent had that 34. Is Beyonce really going to make it on her own? i reallt DONT CARE 35. Have you ever seen any Tim Burton movies? i duno 36. Have you ever eaten fettucine alfredo? no 37. Does anyone say "Holla" any more? yeah 38. Do you enjoy Family Guy? no 39. Do you enjoy anime? heh some. 40. Are you cool? nope. |
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| spotlight_stops.. I stole these. |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|11:44 am] |
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: yeah, i guess. Do you drool over some celebrities?: Heh, not seriously.. well ya know. Do you ever watch the News?: yeah Do you even care about world issues?: Yeah some. Do you read books often?: Yeah. Are you failing a lot of your classes?: Um, abit early to know. MATHS = FAILURE! Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: not really. Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: what's this seven eleven? Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: Not normally. Do you cuss a lot?: Fucking shit ass cunt bum poo. (heh cuss) Are you desperate to fit in?: desperate isn't the right word. Are you intelligent?: in some areas.
{The Goth Stereotype}
Black lipstick?: sometimes Black eyeliner?: yea Black eyeshadow?: yea Black trenchcoat?: nope.. I wish. Black boots?: yeah Black fishnets?: yes Black nail polish?: sometimes Cigarettes?: yeah. Heavy metal music?: some Marilyn Manson?: not really Kittie?: :) Cradle of Filth?: no. Constant frown and perpetual angst?: heh, not constantly. Are you an intellectual?: you already asked something like this. An atheist?: kinda.. Horrible home life?: No Hopelessly depressed?: no Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no Self-mutilation?: no
{The Punk Stereotype}
Plaid?: no Big black boots?: yea Mohawk?: yep NOFX?: heh, nah Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: I wish Wanna be punk rawker?!: haha. RAWK OUT PUNK!
{The Jock Sterotype}
What's your IQ?:I dont know Do you watch a lot of sports?: nopeee Play a lot of sports?: no Talk a lot about sports?: no Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: pardon me? Are you arrogant?: oh hell yes. Are you a male or female whore?: nope Are you homophobic?: gggrrrr Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: no But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: heh probably Boobs = yes?: i have some Parties = yes?: sometimes Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: oh yes! my perfect career.
{This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]}
Originality or Acceptance?: originality Independence or Companionship?: Companionship Stability or Freedom?: Stability Personal or Interpersonal?: personal Introvert or Extrovert?: extrovert Popularity or Isolation?: Popularity Unique or Loved?: Loved Understood or Individual?: uuummm probably understood.
{The Girl Stereotype}
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: yes Have you ever been on a diet?: um. How much did you lose?: im as skinny as the day is long..? Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: shut up you. Make-up?: yes Low-cut tops?: sometimes Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: I don't have enough. Giggle a lot?: yes What's the deal with boys?: They're there to um, help us produce babies. Thongs?: nope Pretty bras?: nah not really YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: nope? Who's the weaker sex?: weaker as in pyshical? then women, but women are prolbably smarter. Are you a feminist?: .. Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: in fight club. How often do you shave your legs?: argh, like 3 times a week How about your armpits?: EVERYDAY Are you emotional?: yes. Especially when on your period?: Heh, yeah i suppose. |
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| spotlight_stops.. I stole these. |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|11:35 am] |
WHAT... x makes you smile? Street Signs. x makes you cry? Drifting. x makes you laugh? UH UHHAA. heh.. x makes you mad? When people tell me they're going to do something, then they don't. x makes you jealous? Just about everything. x ruins a good day? School. x bores you? A lot of stuff, pears?
WHO... x Gets on your nerves? Um, most people.. Like Suzy, Alex etc x makes you smile? Fishles and Kirdy. x makes you cry? Cunts. x turns you on? Heh. x makes you shy? People that I want to impress.
WHY... x do you think people smoke? Cause we're a pack of fuckheads. x do you think people flirt? To annoy me. x are you shy? That's how I was made.
WHERE... x do you go to cry? My room.. x do you go to vent? My room.. x do you go to chill? I duno, ... x is your favorite resting spot? Computer chair. x do you go when you need to clear your mind? The lake.yes. x do you go for help? Fishle and Kirdy.
WHEN... x do you think about your life the most? ALL DAY. Then I sleep and it is good. x do you feel the worst during the day? At school x do you feel the best during the day? I don't, maybe band. |
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| Quiz Time.. |
[Jan. 30th, 2004|04:12 pm] |
 You have wings of STEEL. No one's really sure why, but at this point in your life you've shut off emotion to the point of extreme apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of the time...or perhaps you're just a good pretender. Next to impossible to get close to, even those who do never see the real you. It's entirely possible that YOU don't even know the real you. You have a certain fascination or attraction to destruction on a massive scale - disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much inside, one day you're simply going to snap. Then the mask will fall away, and your true wings will be revealed. Until then you will deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter silence and acceptance. On the positive side, you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not much can crack through your defenses. You intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why you're the way you are. A loner and one who spends much of their time brooding and contemplating life and death - you are a time bomb waiting to explode and create some destruction of your own.
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What a cool picture..
 Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways. You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you don't care. But that does not make you a bad person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. Trust me life hurts, most people who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt. But don't worry, life is pain, its also pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)
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[Jan. 28th, 2004|09:48 am] |
Obsessed with something I can't touch something I can't understand something I can't breathe in But the reminance of my fingertips are still on it reaching out to me. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2004|09:43 am] |
She walked closer, their hands brushed and antisapation flooded her. The cool hardness of the steel in her palms shoke as they climbed. She looked below her, his hair blew slightly out of place and landed swiftly around his eyes. Flat ground; high above, the lights of the city overwhelmed her, the beauty of the busy community positioned beneath beckoned her never to leave. His body held close behind her and she felt his warm breath in her ear, she smiled as did he when their eyes met. Could this be distruction as she knew it? |
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